Risking Conflict By Speaking Your Truth
As a therapist and transformational life coach specializing in relationships and communication, and as a recovering people-pleaser and codependent myself, I know first-hand how difficult it can be to risk conflict in order to have your true thoughts, feelings, preferences, and needs heard and seen by others.
However, it ultimately serves no-one when a relationship is dependent on one person hiding their true self in order to please another.
Learn how people-pleasing may actually be harming you and your relationships and read my ten tips on how to start caring for yourself by being honest and assertive, beginning today.
What’s A People-Pleaser?
People-pleasers (also referred to at times as ‘codependents’) seek validation from others that they are acceptable and worthy of being liked or loved, and can be so ‘other’ focused that they often have no idea what they really feel, think, want, or need.
People-pleasers are typically individuals who learned early on in life that their true self expressions were not acceptable, and that their self-worth must be extracted from those around them in a never-ending quest to feel okay, accepted, liked, and loved.
Are You A People-Pleaser?
If you’re a people-pleaser, you likely avoid conflict as much as possible, and will deny your own truth in an attempt to make those you are dependent on and/or care about comfortable.
You’ll do anything you can to ‘keep the peace’, even if that means betraying and abandoning yourself by repressing your own preferences and needs.
In fact, you may be so focused on tending to the wants and needs of those around you that you have lost touch with who you really are at the most basic, fundamental level, to the point where you might be feeling depleted, angry, and exhausted much of the time without ever realizing it is because of your chronic people-pleasing ways.
Why People-Pleasing Serves No One In The End
- Get ready for a good hard dose of reality: Subservient, ingratiating behavior serves no one, ever, no matter how much you’d like to believe it does.
- By surrendering control to others and abandoning yourself, you are allowing yourself to live a lie – And lies serve no one in the end.
- And remember, you also may be attempting to control others via your people-pleasing ways by making them dependent on you.
- A healthy adult relationship requires that the two people involved create a relational environment that is reciprocal, truthful, respectful, and interdependent.
- Hiding our true selves and pretending we are something other than what and who we actually are is ultimately dishonest and far more damaging to a relationship than voicing a truth that might result in heated discussion or out-and-out conflict.
Tips To Help You Start Taking Care Of Yourself And Stop People-Pleasing Others:
- Although it takes courage to practice new behaviors, people-pleasers who learn to live authentically find that the freedom they experience in being themselves makes risking conflict worth it.
- That you may have learned early in life that your self-worth depends on what others think of you (children who grew up in abusive environments are especially likely to believe this).
- That your self-worth does not belong in the hands of others – Nobody should have that much power over what you think and how you feel about yourself.
- That you will no longer play the People-Pleasing Game; it will take time, dedication, and commitment, but it is possible to change.
- With yourself during interactions with others, especially when communicating with those that you tend to people-please the most.
- Focus on what feels true and right for you during these conversations, even if you are not yet ready to risk conflict by expressing a differing view, feeling, or need.
- Write your thoughts and feelings down in a journal after such difficult or uncomfortable interactions.
- Get to know yourself and become curious about what you really feel and think.
Determining your values, identifying your priorities, and defining your beliefs:
- Are three of the most effective ways to build a strong foundation from which to speak your truth when communicating with others.
- Take time to be with yourself and even write down your priorities in life and what is most important to you.
- This will help you to develop your ability to agree or disagree and say “no” or “yes” (and mean it), no matter what the situation is.
“My decision is final”.
- Once you determine your values and better understand what is best and most right for you, plan on saying “My decision is final” if you anticipate that rejecting or denying a request will not be well received.
- Role-play with your significant other or a trusted friend, if needed, so you can get used to saying this one simple phrase.
- These four words will go a long way to ensure that any doors that might allow you to be manipulated by others, especially people who were able to take advantage of you in the past, are firmly closed and will save you much grief down the road.
Use empathic reflection when asserting yourself with others, including recognized ‘authority figures’.
- Here’s an example from my own life: I recently saw a doctor for a minor physical complaint. His recommended intervention was unacceptable to me for various reasons. My response was to say, “I understand why you might be recommending that, and if I were in your shoes I imagine I would too.
- But that route is not one I wish to go down. My decision is final.” After saying this and dialoguing a bit more, we went on to find a remedy that we both felt comfortable with, and the treatment was ultimately successful.
Choose your battles:
- If you sense or suspect that your honest expressions are going to result in a conflict that you just don’t feel ready or equipped to deal with, it’s okay to acknowledge the truth to yourself and choose not to express it.
- Some things matter more than others.
- Talk to a trusted friend, journal your thoughts and feelings, or consider seeing a licensed Psychotherapist, Counselor, or Transformational Life Coach to help you sort out what really matters most to you and what doesn’t.
- Remember, some people will not be able to hear or compassionately receive, much less respect, your truth if they find it personally or professionally inconvenient or threatening.
- Remember, not everyone is looking for honest, reciprocal relationships; such people may even attempt to judge, shame, or blame you for speaking your truth – Or even try to convince you that your truth is a lie.
Don’t explain yourself in an attempt to justify your position:
- This is a real trap that people-pleasing types fall into repeatedly. You’re entitled to have your own thoughts, feelings, experiences, needs, and preferences, just like everybody else.
- The fact that some people in your life don’t agree with you or respect your truth doesn’t make them right.
- Trust yourself and your perceptions.
- Sometimes our “gut feelings’ can tell us far more about a person or a situation than anything that is being overtly presented to us.
Remember the power of choice:
- Adults who learned to people-please in childhood are often genuinely unaware that they have the ability to choose how they will conduct themselves in a relationship.
It’s Never Too Late To Cultivate Authentic Relationships And Start Caring For Yourself
- Living in a truthful, emotionally honest manner requires courage, patience, practice, and commitment.There are many books written on people-pleasing and codependency designed to help break the people-pleasing habit;
Melody Beattie’s Codependent No More: How To Stop Controlling Others And Start Caring For Yourself is the one I most often recommend to clients, along with.
Susan Newman’s The Book of No: 250 Ways To Say It – And Mean It And Stop People-Pleasing Forever.
A free support group that focuses on developing healthy relationships and communication can be very helpful as well.
Once you feel ready, consider choosing one person in your life that you can practice being completely honest with; ideally, someone you trust and feel safe with but are not always completely authentic with.
Then say exactly what’s on your mind and see what happens.
Think of your values, take deep breaths, and stand your ground.
If you’re having trouble identifying your values, a Transformational Life Coach or Psychotherapist can help you determine who and what most matters to you and support you in ending your people-pleasing ways.
A word of caution:
If you believe that you are genuinely not safe in a relationship and that speaking your truth could result in a threat to your personal safety, I urge you to contact The National Domestic Violence Hotline to receive support, information, and guidance.